sometimes i question myself about everything.
i test myself. push myself to see how far i can go before i break.
and lately, i've been doing it a lot.
i know im young, i have my entire life ahead of me.
but i feel this immense pressure to figure life out, settle down, be boring and start growing old.

i think its time that im ready to move. get out and experience new things.
stop being stuck in an unorganized routine of living day to day with nothing that excites me.

i know im just stuck.
but we all know how horrible i am at digging myself out.

blehhhh.